Musing and Realizing

Can you stay with me
In the cold
Walk with me
On the shore
I’m scared of the sand monster
Terrified of the dreamy seawater

Tired of the expectations of me
Thinking of a full night’s sleep
Don’t want to keep working to see
Searching for some happiness to keep
Can you please
Walk with me on the shore
Stay with me
Till we are bored
Then do it all again to break the door
Opening the way to things you ignore
And go far away to explore
So, please
Walk with me on the shore

I’m drowning in my deception
Wailing to see my perception
Nothing is the same outside
Like my mind’s inside
The way out is not straight
I don’t have to wait
I follow in someone’s footsteps
Trying to keep up the chase
My Destination gets farther
The more I move closer
Life’s becoming a dream
I wish to constantly scream

Hope you walk with me on the shore
I ask for nothing more
Talk to me
When I’m paused
Stay with me
To dance on the floor

Life’s not waiting for me
To see if I’m going the right way
You wait for me
Till I can stand in my place
And lend me support
When I stumble on my way

Walk with me on the shore
Only way you restore
My belief in me before
I learn to soar

Walk with me on the shore
This is the only thing I ask for
And nothing anymore
You guard me till I learn to walk alone

Then I will
Walk with you on the shore
Give you hand so you ignore
The problems that tore
And we will face the sadness you wore
Together
Let’s walk on the shore

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Well, I don’t know but there should be some times when you feel lonely. The kind where you are surrounded by people but feel like no one is resonating with you. I did feel like that many times. But then I found that no one can be on your frequency all the time.

You gotta start living for yourself and with yourself first before thinking about others. Like before you can start loving anyone, love yourself first. you are worthy of your love.

Maybe you will find the one who can “Walk with you on the shore”, someday real fast. Till then, you have to learn to walk with yourself.

Life passes really fast and you lose focus of the ones who are there for you always. Just keep looking and maybe that person is really with you.

Keep smiling.