Musing and Realizing

I am soaring high,
reaching far up in the sky,
Nothing can get me down,
From my permanent perch on the highest mount

I have to break out
Out of my cage
I choose to break out
Out to fly

Zooming like a light ray toward the unseen,
Making a note of all places I’ve been,
I try to memorize all these feelings,
By living life’s beautiful sayings,
I want to know every place that’s new to me,
And never forget all the visions I see,
I have to work hard and believe,
Invest in my ambitions and achieve.

I have to break out
Out of my cage
I choose to break out
Out to fly

With present and past bearing the weight of my future,
I still hold all my emotions nearby,
But these thoughts do not have a hold,
On my inner soul which is ever vigilant and bold.

Like never before,
I want to do, and add something more,
To all my days and this life,
Without doubts holding me back from my dive,
To see what lies ahead,
Near the end of all bottomless oceans,
Free from the mighty binding thread,
I move, run, and break out of every one of my preconceived notions

I have to break out
Out of my cage
I choose to break out
Out to fly

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Well, today while writing this, my mood isn’t good. Failure is a bad thing when it messes up your mind. And today my mind is officially messed up. I know that failure should be seen as a step toward success. But I feel like I understand it but I’m not able to process it. I cannot let go of my fear and disappointment.

I feel like I am losing my touch and I couldn’t do anything better. But like I always think, I know that this way of thinking is wrong. Maybe things will turn for the better in nearby future. Even if they don’t, I have to keep walking.

So, I just want to tell you that even if you are sad because you failed at something, it’s okay. I think it’s okay. Do something else. So, I’m going to go write the novel I have been thinking about. Maybe i will share about it someday here.

Also, don’t take it so personally when you fail. It’s only your opinion that matters. Because what you have to do is surpass yourself not others.

Try to keep smiling always.

P.S.

This song or poem was written by me way back, like 2 years ago. I don’t think I’m good at writing songs but I particularly love writing. And there was nothing else that could describe my mood at the moment with what I’ve written. I don’t like to write sad things. I hope the person who reads this will smile and go after their work with a renewed passion.