Musing and Realizing

I feel good
Because I remember you
I feel bad cause
I remember you

I don’t know what to think
I seem to recall
All the things we have done
All the songs we have sung
Is it good that I can remember
The day I saw you
I can still feel your presence in
The places we have been

I feel good
Because I remember you
I feel bad cause
I remember you

Should I stop living
To forget you
Should I stop feeling
To remember you
I just wanna ask
Can I be at peace
With your memories
Cause there is no decrease
in my feelings for you

I feel good
Because I remember you
I feel bad cause
I remember you

I can still find your trace
in my world
I can feel your gaze
when I look in the mirror
I am in the phase
of marking the days
I miss you
But I don’t want to see you
I am pretty conflicted
about my feelings for you
I read your notes in my favorite book
I sing your lines with mine now
I’m alone without you
But I don’t have the heart
to see you

I feel good
Because I remember you
I feel bad cause
I remember you

Rainy days make me cry
I long for the place where we made the pie
We shared and ate
But now I hate
I just want to wait
till I feel great
And learn to live in your absence
The summer’s gone
and the winter’s here
I’m still lonely dear

I feel good
Because I remember you
I feel bad cause
I remember you

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Hello!

Well, two new subscribers, thank you so much for following my blog. It means the world to me.

And this song is actually when you are in withdrawal but it is for a person. Like when you miss someone but can’t go back. It happens a lot, I guess. With friends, family, and partners.
Maybe it can’t portray what you really feel, but it gives a glimpse, hopefully.

Even if you miss someone, you still live on. Keep missing them but don’t forget yourself!