Musing and Realizing

I don’t know I don’t know
Why I changed
You don’t know you don’t know
My pain
I don’t know I don’t know
How I swayed
You don’t know you don’t know
But you felt betrayed
Maybe we can try again
Maybe we can try again

I never knew
Moments could change
I never knew
When the same means different
I wish I knew
How to feel your pain
I wish I could see
Your mask that kept you sane
How could I never know
How could I not see
Why were we hiding from each other
Why were we staying apart
When we were so close together
I don’t know I don’t know
Where those days went
You don’t know you don’t know
How our feelings were spent
I don’t know I don’t know
Why time made me so different
You don’t know you don’t know
How we misunderstood again and again

Maybe someday we can try again
Maybe one day we can try again

I don’t know I don’t know when
The thought of answering you
Made me scared
I don’t know I don’t know
Why
I started putting a shield when you are around
You don’t know you don’t know how
You make me hurt with those simple words
You never knew you never knew
Then you were in the light
And I crawled in the shadows
You will never know
Cause you never felt the need to see me for real
You may never know
As you don’t care about me
The way I feel for you

But why do I wish to try again
Why can’t I live with myself alone
Why do I want to try again
Maybe

Maybe we shouldn’t try again
I just don’t know what I can do
You seem happy ignoring me like you always do
But only my heart believes that we should try again
If we are not meant to be
I don’t know if we should
Try again

Well, made this using Wave Video, awesome site.

But yeah, sometimes you feel like the person you knew for a long time, isn’t the same as what you knew. It hurts.

It hurts because you don’t receive the treatment you give them. But hey, anyway, you got to control yourself.

I am quoting my friend here. “Don’t allow anyone to kill your inner child.”

What I’m saying is that sometimes you feel that you are alone and no one is with you. But why are you alone? Your own body is fighting for you. You have to be by yourself. Also, we tend to make things bigger. So, if you maybe change the lighting, the room will look really beautiful.

And also, try to live like you were waiting for something beautiful to happen. You look forward to it. That it can be anything. For example, I’m looking forward to a day when I make one cool song and release it. And so many people like it. Not quite possible but yeah, it could happen, someday.

The final statement- Smile and Live. Don’t get discouraged by anyone.

Just Try again.

🙂